Keep Swimming..Swimming...

i should be packing by now for 2morrow diving trip...but as usual, im be doing it 2morrow morning.......the idea of swimming into the huge "aquarium", is WOW.....but wats going to freak me out even more is being tested on the core diving skills somewhere in Tioman sea, before i get a "pass"....i still dunt noe how to get rid of water from the mask!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......must be positive like Dory, "keep swimming, swimming"........

MiliJu TE

The other nite, there was dis beautiful elderly lady who came back from hip surgery at 2 in the morning, started to pack her things because she wanted to go home...her reason was dat her husband gave her clear instructions to come home immediately after she had collected her medication from the hospital.......So sweet rite?? even if the altered mental status dat she had, could be due to the post-anesthesia, its got to be one of the priceless instructions given to her by her late husband.......she must be thinking dat her husband is very worry dat she havent come home and dat she have disobey him....i had to be the "bad" misi to stop her from going back home to her lovely "memories".... she was cursing and swearing at me.....i was like dat few days ago.......but mine was "stabbed" at someone who is very much alive, helpless and miserable as me, even more......i failed to think of the other side of the coin ....have to find other means to breathe with an empty tank, every day......i noe u too.....MELIJU TE

always.......

BeautifuL SOUL

........2 days ago while i was on the way to work, as i was walking towards the A&E department, i noticed a small commotion...a doctor and 2 nurses came out from their hectic P1 area to the ambulance bay, attending to someone in a cab...i was suspecting a lady in labour at the passenger seat but why was it dat the medical personnel's are strangely "calm".....den as my path and the view of the taxi crossed...i was seriously troubled by wat i saw.....i saw a malay lady in maybe late 30s to early 40s...sitting "calmly" with her eyes closed, cradling a naked baby...a very pale looking infant with puffy closed eyes....my tears and heart wen out to the lady dat was cradling him...all my innate senses tells me dat the baby is not with us any more and the lady must have realized dat too...so did the taxi driver who must have felt very helpless....i wonder how their paths crossed??? wen i reached the ward, obviously late....the image of him was very much pronounced though-out the shift of dat day till today..............

Very ClueLESS ME

yipppeee....i got the pics already.....i dunt noe how to post more then one pics..so i have selected dis one.....n i have sign up for the DIVING!!!!!! going at the end of the month...will be back a day before fasting starts.....wat irony!!!!! Now i need to make "friends" with the swimming pool as i be having a pool session soon.....how to swim wen i dunt remember the leg sequence..im so neurotic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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...........i can hear the brain of someone working in Ikea, wondering yet again, why i havent sleep yet!!!!!!!! i did try to sleep like 2 hours ago but failed yet again....pls do not fret as its quite "normal" for me to sleep damn late even though i need to wake up at 5am for morning duty...den again, im ushering "Nurse's Day"...so its not a waste of the restless sleep of yesterday....:) alot is in my mind now...but noting too serious i must think...as compare to others..........i will have the make-over pictures and CD later today....n the diving course dat i will be registering today too.....looks like i be diving with the fishes and watever mammals in 3 weeks time....hhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmm..i wonder if i can contain my "panic-ness" under-sea......... (0)(0)