Tree

The tree and its reflection screams sadness...wont take much time for the rain to fall..

"computer expert, im NOT"

i cant imagine dat i had to stay for an extra 2hrs to sort out with the computer guy for my passwords and user id...let me tell u after dat 2 hours, im still clueless..i had to make another attempt again sometime tomorrow with the computer person again..how i wish he can do everything again for me..let me see if i can use some of my charms on him ( i got no choice!!)..the other day wen i was being audited by a bunch of auditors on finding SOP through the hospital website...guess wat, i fumble.. hey, i was working bloody hard on dat morning and i was given a notice of them coming like 2hr before...so with my sweaty uniform ( i think i fold-up my uniform sleeves, like "gangster" like dat), i "confidently" went up to them, with thoughts of " DAMN IT!!! F@#K!!! SHIT!!!Noraiza u are in for a tough ride!!!!"......... then yesterday, wen someone was asking me for how to find this and this though the same website, i can SHOW!!! WOW!!!!!..i guess, for someone like ME, the person who is going to teach me have to learn how to speak in my "English"..same goes in counting money......hhhhhhhmmmmmmm...no wonder im not getting any richer.. No Worries

DATES..........

Dates....wats so significant about certain dates...could be dates for due assignments, marriage anniversary dates or even the B'Day dates...depending on the significant of the dates, i imagine that one tend to look forward for dat particular date and do watever means to have yourself be available on dat day........... for me.......im not a huge fan of remembering dates or numbers.....but there is 2 dates that i be remembering always...n if i happen to be hit with dementia or Alzheimer's disease....let me remember the 28th..

Kermit the FROG...

My nephew said " dunt think too much, or else u get old faster"...im going to be 31 dis coming July n wat have i accomplished so far????....am i happy???? i noe dat each time i go to work, its like im going to a "war"....2day, i had to 'snap' at 2 pple at work which most of them find it strange......wen someone ask me how i am, i had to stop n think for a while for the rite reply..almost always, i will wan to reply" im tired n i need a hug".... hhhhhhhhmmmmmmm....i wonder where is my 'kermit" for my hugs........

The Trip.......

My plan for dis July trip wen "KABOOM"...I was too disappointed and very annoyed about it yesterday nite....i became extra quiet and impatient, extra active and hungry at work....i very much wan to leave my work n stand in the rain..even for 5 mins...some may think of it as strange but i think of it as therapeutic..... i cant stop the auditors from coming in July nor i should be stopping my preggy colleague from delivering in July....im always bumped wenever my plans almost always never get "actualized".....especially dis trip dat i have been looking forward to go......... i suppose the July trip is not destined to be in my "LIST".....i wonder wat else......

Yippeeeeeeeeeee

Today and after a huge pressure from the one i love ,he help to create my blog.....hhhhhhhhmmmmm.........shall do my own twinging to the layouts/settings etc...wen i get the time to do it.......